Can You See The True Me?Can you see the true me?Do you notice the pain inside of me, that has pushed out the happiness?That I'm really crying behind that angel like smile. Do you notice the deep scars and gashes under the skin?From all the times crying and feeling dissapointed inCan you see the true me?Do you notice the warm light that has vanished from eyes?Replaced by a darkness so deep, and coldDo you notice that I'm not relaxed anymore?I'm so tense and jumpy, and you didn't noticeCan anyone see the true me?Can anyone see through my disguise?Or well I always remain a mysterious actor on the stage called life?Can you see I am tired of hiding?Tired of hiding how I feel
.Can you see the true me?If you do see the true me can you save me?Save me from the sadness
I'm losing hope
.can't you see?I'm about to give into the sorrow
Can you see the true me?If you can see behind the many disguises please save meCan'
Even ThoughSmile, even though life gives you a million reasons to cryLove, even though you have no reason to give them anyForgive, even though they have no right to be forgivenLaugh, even though you have nothing to laugh aboutRelax, even though you are completely stressedEnjoy, even though you have nothing worth enjoyingLive, even though you think you have nothing to live forHope, even though life makes it hardEven though life has thrown many curve balls at you, live on, laugh on, love on, smile on, enjoy on, and enjoy life to the fullestEven though life is kicking you down hard and trying to make sure you don't get up, get right back up and live on
3. Light-The LightA bright light is in front of a little girlThe light is pretty, and warmShe is cold and scaredThe little girl looks back at the creak where her body lie at the bottomWhere she had drownedShould I go into this wonderful light?Should I leave?Is it my time? Or am I leaving too early?The little girl steps toward the light, she remembers the coldness and pain from the creakThe girl looks back at her body one more time and steps into the lightNo one knows what happen to this girl, where she went, or whatHer parents cried because she hadn't come back in a long timeHer parents were worried for such a long time, but it's been so long they worry no moreThe little girl smiles above, at her parents not worrying any more.
26. TearsThe tears roll down her face. She has finally given in to the sorrow
The mask comes off, and the tears wash away the fake smileThe tears that she has been holding back finally get to flow outShe finally let's people see how hurt she isTo see that she is falling apartTo see that she isn't happy go lucky, but a sad, lost in this world girlShe showed her true colors to the worldEveryone was surprised by the outburst, but understanding because they too know how it feels to hold back tears.
8. Innocence.... Innocence
. Her innocence was all she had left
after she had lost everything elseHer innocence was her life
after losing what she hadHer innocence was something she would never give awayHer innocence is what kept her going day to day, when there was everything else was gone. She was still innocent, still pure.At least she could say she was pure, when she couldn't say she had hope, friends, happiness, or love.That awful day, that her innocence was stolen by that man
The man who betrayed her and fooled her, he didn't care what happened to her, didn't care how much that he took from her.Didn't look back when he left, he just left her there cryingHer innocence was stolen, her last precious part of her was taken away from herShe ran home crying the night that happened, she suffered for months, until the night she ended it all.The night she took her life away with that one quick bang.
2. Love-The Devil in Disguise You found me when I was down, when I was weak. You took advantage of my weakness, and made me think you were a gentlemen, when you were and still are a jerk. I let myself fall for your tricks, because I was in a weak spot. I let my guard down
oh why did I do that? Why did I let my guard down? I was so blind, I thought you loved me when you didn't, you just wanted to use me, like a puppet I was just another girl too you. I gave you my soul and heart, I didn't notice that you were the true devil until it was too late. I didn't notice that I gave my heart and soul to the devil. I didn't notice until it was too late. Until I got hurt. It felt like a shot to the heart when I figured out you weren't the man I thought you were. I felt betrayed, used, hurt, angry and worst of all stupid for trusting you. &
38. LostLost is the little girl, she can't find her mommy Where are you mommy? She asks. Scared is the poor little girl, lost in the cityNo one notices her, she is so smallHer mother searches franticly Where are you my daughter? She asks.Both are scared, wondering where the other isBoth wandering, both searchingThe little girl so helpless and smallThe mother so frantic and scaredMommy
where are you? I need you! She cries.The girl is starting to cry with fear because she is alone and sadness without her motherMy daughter where are you? I need you back! She cries.The mother cries for fear of her daughter and sadness that she let her out of her sight.