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DepressionIt takes over your mind
Kills your happiness
Puts you in a nothingness void
Full of pain and sorrow

It kicks you down
Hard to the ground
Gives you thoughts
That you never would of thought

Brings back memories
That you never wanted to remember
Makes you cry
Even though joy was all around

Keeps you up at night
In a numb state
Where all you feel is sadness
You feel dead
And you do something to make sure your alive
Even though you never thought you'd do something like that

Everything is wrong
Nothing can be right
You lose you hold on happiness
Once you think you're holding it tight
You watch it float away
Into to that wa

Don't...Don't tell me my depression's fake
When I'm the one feeling the pain
That keeps driving me insane

Don't yell at me to get over it
You'll make it worse
Then I start to curse
When you say
It's easy to stop
How do you know?
I'm not you

Don't tell me to stop
When I'm trying to explain
Don't call me a liar
When I practically scream the truth
Don't tell me I'm a fake
When I start to cry and shake

You try and help me
But maybe you're tearing me down
Even more then I'm already torn
Or maybe it's the truth
I won't accept
Or maybe you're wrong
And I'm stuck in this mess

Now I'm not sure
If I should allow to help
But if I figh

Resist

Don't drag the blade
across your wrist
It's for the best
No matter how
much you want to
Just resist

I know
it's hard
I know you
want to
I know you
think you need to
But you can't
want to
You don't
need to

Just resist
the temptation
of that silver
blade
Resist the
addiction
Be strong

Rather Be...I would rather be invisible
then walk around getting glares
I would rather not talk
then open my mouth and say something stupid

I would rather be invisible
and stay hidden from the
where I can't get hurt
I would rather not talk
Cause I always say something wrong

I would rather stay hidden a crowd
then stand out and get hurt
I would keep my voice down and head low
then speak up and get laughed at

This is just me
I hate getting hurt
cause hurt is all that I know
I hate getting noticed
cause I always falter

Ever..Ever said "I'm okay,"
but wanted to scream "Can't you see I'm dying on the inside?"

Ever trailed along the day with a smile on your face
but it was completely fake?

Ever wanted to scream your lungs out?
But you kept quiet
too scared to say a word?
Because of what the world might think

Ever wanted to yell at someone
for always glaring at you
but kept quiet out of utter fear?

Ever wanted to just cry your heart out
but felt it was a weakness?

Ever wanted to go back
to something that was killing you?

Ever held onto something so tight
you lost it?

Twisted Fairy TaleA twisted world
Where nothing is the same
But everything is similar
Nothing is right
But nothing is wrong

A world where time is standing still
And everything is a mind game
Curiosity is something that will kill you
If your not careful

This world could be a fairy tale of some sorts
There are colors around
Creatures that twist your mind
But this fairy tale is twisted
This is something made from insanity

It is your false reality
To cover up your pain
That drives you insane
You lost your grip on what's real
And what's your twisted reality

But you like it this way
In your world of insanity
Everything makes sense to you
But n

ReleaseMy one release that seemed to work
I have to get rid of...
Because it has destroyed my life
because it is not accepted in society

Pain
Sorrow
Anger

That made me feel alive
Like I wasn't dead
Life I feel
That everything is real
Not a dream
Like I feel

Confusion
Everything's a delusion
Nothing goes right

I'm not sure if I'll be able to make it
Without my sweet release
But I have to
Because no one well accept me if I don't

FallingTrying to pull myself out of this hole
But the efforts are useless
Because in the end I'll keep falling
Because in the end all those memories will still be there

Maybe falling into the abyss is the answer
To the problems
Maybe letting go will solve this

Dark HoleDeep down in this hole
All I see is black
No light to guide my way
No one to tell me what to say

In this hole
no love to be found
no hope around
not going to make a sound
cause I'm not sure if I want to be found

Deep down in this hole
maybe its a safe haven
away from the hells of life
or maybe it is hell
with no love
and no hope
But whats so different from life above?

In this hole
no love to be found
no hope around
not going to make a sound
cause I'm not sure if I want to be found

I Have FallenI've finally fallen
Fallen down to the
ground
My mask has shattered
My heart is crumpled
My life has spun
out of control
Tears are starting
to drop like blood

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2. Love

by *Foreststone, Feb 12, 2012, 7:18:29 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I miss you
I miss you
I miss you….

I loved you
I loved you
I love you still…

I miss you
I miss you so damn much
My heart shatters at the thought of you
My soul breaks whenever I see you
How could you do this to me?

I loved you
I loved you so damn much
but you hurt me so badly
you kicked me to the side
and throw me away
like a piece of trash
Heart aches
Soul breaks
Depression takes control
agony takes over my soul

I miss you
I miss you so much
I can't believe I loved you
Did you ever love me?

I miss you
I miss you
I miss you….

I loved you
I loved you
I love you still…

2. Loveby *Foreststone

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Second one! No I'm not going in order just got inspiration

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~TheSonOfLilitu Feb 12, 2012 Student General Artist

Very beautiful.
Kind of feels like my life right now.
Well written, the repetition aspect works well with the feelings expressed in the piece.

*Foreststone Feb 12, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you and I'm sorry itt feels like your life right now

I know the feeling

and thanks for the

~TheSonOfLilitu Feb 12, 2012 Student General Artist

It's alright, just life I presume. but thank'ee, you're very kind.
I'm sorry that you have felt or feel this way, no one deserves this.
And you're welcome.

*Foreststone Feb 12, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Indeed no one deserves to be hurt like this...

~TheSonOfLilitu Feb 12, 2012 Student General Artist

Aye.
And so,
ego bene velle.
I hope that the shadows receed and that happiness finds a permanent home in your heart.

*Foreststone Feb 12, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thanks and same to you

~TheSonOfLilitu Feb 12, 2012 Student General Artist

Thank'ee

*Foreststone Feb 12, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

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